I can’t figure out what it is exactly but it all feels too small - the conversations, the containers, the connections- not enough, not complex enough. If I really think about it, I started feeling this last year. There is both a focus and a restlessness that coexist with the balance shifting day by day. It’s both personal and professional. 

Deep appreciation to those who shared their thoughts with me via email or on the blog. It was humbling to receive your honest observations and reflections on yourselves and this moment. You are seen, heard, and not alone.

The notion of control and certainty is one of the hallmarks of white-dominant culture. As I move along in my 50’s, I more and more challenge and reject those norms.