What I’m noticing

As I mature (that’s how I like to refer to the passage of time), I aim to be as fully integrated and authentic as possible. It is what I owe my ancestors and others denied the right to be their full selves. In early May I shared “I find that aspects of my identity are in conflict. I don’t know how to resolve the inner battle and I am fortunate that I don’t have to do so quite yet.” I also wrote that I benefit from “benevolent capitalism.” These realities contribute to the vibrating tension in my body that increases every day.